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And the world spins madly on

So yes hello there, I am still very much alive, albeit in a rather transient state these days what with my insomnia making its rounds.

Assessment setup came and went, so did my final presentation. I say this like it was over quickly and painlessly, but that is far from the truth. It was tiring and a bit maddening, but hey, it’s over!

Been busy the past week prepping stuff for the LASALLE Show 2012 aka my grad show. It opens next Thursday evening and I’m in a bit of a mad panic, because I also have a ton of notebooks to make for Public Garden next weekend. As of now I have uhm, approximately 2% of my target number.

Real updates in a lil bit! x

My lack of a caffeine fix


Shot at Savour, during a Nespresso workshop

Most peers I know have been guzzling coffee and Red Bull in copious amounts these past few weeks, to arm themselves with enough energy to fight through our preparation for assessments next week.

Not sure if it is a good thing or not, but I cannot tolerate instant coffee, and the smell of Red Bull makes me want to throw up. I’m no coffee connoisseur, neither do I fully appreciate coffee, but I hate the stuff that Starbucks sells because I think it is overpriced, and often not done right by the many part time baristas.

The only time in my life I have ever loved coffee was when the boyfriend brought me to Monmouth in London. I typically order an iced latte with disgusting amounts of sugar or syrup in it, so I may not be the best person to ask about coffee hahaha. But really, theirs is so smooth and fragrant. I MISS MONMOUTH SO MUCH. If I lived in London, I would probably be broke and addicted to them.

I haven’t been to so many of the new indie coffee places in Singapore, even though they have been popping up everywhere. I haven’t even been to Papa Palheta! :(

But I digress. I can’t make myself drink coffee to stay awake amidst the race against time, so I feel sleepy soooo often, even when I have had hours and hours of sleep because I am just so exhausted.

Tea doesn’t work on me either.

So I turn to chocolates to induce a sugar rush. I love it! Except that it is fattening, and doesn’t last as long.

Am I the only one who does this?!

Something tells me I need a better solution to this sleepyhead issue…

Miserable face.

Yeaaap, that’s me right now. Miserable, and slightly whiny. Slightly. Who am I kidding?

I’ve managed to stay rather zen and stress-free for the past four weeks, but there are now seven days to go before setup day, and I am starting to freak out.

Having to deal with people who seemed to have made it their day’s aim to piss me off over the past 48 hours really did not help. Neither did an email that arrived in my inbox, because really, I have just been screwed over by someone else’s incompetency.

It’s 4am, and I should be in bed, trying to get some sleep because I’ve to head out to get my work printed tomorrow. Except that I have one piece of work undone and not ready for print. Decisions, decisions.

Print work, then go to school to try and settle my mini (I hope) crisis, and then to the doctor’s because I am in a bit of pain. I don’t think I can deal with things screwing up for a third day in a row, so please just let everything fall into place? Please, please, please.

Seven days. I have to make this work, whether I like it or not. I CAN DO THISSSSSS.

Oh, my brother offered to treat me to a meal at Itacho once I am done with this. So sweet ^^

An exercise in procrastination

My brain seems to be of the opinion that there is still time to spare before my assessment setup, and insists on wasting portions of my day feeling sleepy, feeling bored and just generally being allergic to work.

I hardly post about work, not because I don’t want to share, but really, it is just my immense laziness kicking in.

In an attempt to fulfill my procrastination quota for today, I thought I’d post up various photos of my work this year.

If you’re new here, or just haven’t spoken to me in a year hahaha, my project is essentially about change, the struggle people face with it, and how graphic design can be used as a tool to address this issue.

Last semester, I defined three change profiles, identifying three common reasons why people struggle with change.

The Linus Complex (yes, named after Linus from Snoopy comics) is about comfort zones and the reluctance to leave it, thus the security blanket. DID YOU KNOW, those letters were hand-cut out of some felt-like cloth, by… *drummroll* my boyfriend?! Hahahaha. I was severely running out of time, and he came over one night and worked through the night cutting those letters. He was shockingly neat, since he completely failed at cutting something neatly out of cardboard. So thankful for helping hands!


The Regimental Fixation (can I just rudely interrupt and very unabashedly say that I really like the names of the profiles? hahahaha) is about relishing control in one’s life, thus developing an unwillingness to let go of this control in the face of changes that look set to take it away. The letters weren’t meant to look so random and organic – they turned out that way because of uncooperative metal wires, which really annoyed the hell out of me. ALSO, the ‘f’ broke about an hour or so before I had to clear out from the room. Heart attack moment #846464.

The Myopic Impulse is a sense of shortsightedness, where one only accepts change that they deem positive, neglecting to look at circumstances in a larger picture POV. It is also the profile which sees the least number of people being able to identify themselves under. Hurhur. The text on the poster could only be seen clearly when looking the pair of red ‘glasses’.

That was last sem’s work, alongside two videos, an editorial and profile booklets on each profile. This sem was about addressing each profile, in order to highlight the issue to people who fell under each profile, and also encouraging them to look at change in a new perspective because really, it isn’t as scary once you change your mindset.

Lol, easy to say huh. I’ve come to realise that I struggle with change a lot more than I had previously thought.

A quiz was created to help people discover which profile they belong to. I didn’t want a flat question and answer quiz, neither did I want a Flash quiz, so I created a more ‘organic’ response, using coloured threads for respondents to mark their answers.

In the midst of creating responses for each of the profiles, which I should be doing right now instead of blogging but haha. They’re all incomplete, but here’s a snippet:

AND YES, I created my own Viewmaster reel. MUAHAHAHA. I wish I didn’t throw away all my old reels from when I was younger! I loved all the Disney ones.

OK BRAIN ARE YOU HAPPY NOW THAT YOU HAVE WASTED ENOUGH TIME?

Wander wonder

So I don’t have anything in particular I wanted to say, or any particular topic to blog about, but I just wanted to write somewhere and I found myself here.

I finally got down to editing the code of this theme to show full entries instead of snippets. I’ve always been more fond of websites that show full entries, although the snippets looked so nice and neat. Because this theme wasn’t meant to show full entries on the front page, I’ve had to remove the slideshow at the top because that messed with not having featured images on each post. Quite like the way this looks now, yay.

It’s exactly two weeks to setup day. My final setup day for assessments in LASALLE (it is meant to be in all caps, I am not emphasizing the name for fun haha). I guess I’m in a jumble of thoughts because while I cannot wait to graduate, I know I am going to miss school work. It’s been 3 long years, and perhaps it seemed much longer to me than most because I struggled hard to adjust to being back in school after working. The financial constraints my family and I went through over the past three years only made it seem longer.

But it’s almost over, and I’m glad. I must say I enjoyed the last year the most though, despite the crazy amount of work to be done. Perhaps because it is the year when we get the most say and control over our projects, and probably also because I have one heck of an awesome lecturer this year. Makes all the difference. Case in point, last’s years utter crap. Lol.

Somedays I sit around feeling melancholic, but who am I kidding – that is just a nicer word for PMS. Hahahaha.

In all honesty, I’ve gotten far less tolerant of the stupid things people say and do over the last couple of years. I lost the mad chirpiness I had when I was working with Ben & Jerry’s. Heck, Z even said that period was like someone released happy gas into the air. Hahaha.

I’ve come to realise that I tend to come off as aloof, even when I don’t mean it, to people who I don’t talk to often. But when I think about it, I think I am only grouchy to people who annoy me. I am insanely chirpy around people I like or am comfortable around. That, or grumpy days. There – now you can go figure out where you fall under. ^^

And now, I want some good old local neighbourhood pandan waffles with unhealthy amounts of butter. Said waffles must be green.

And yes, I totally just used random photos from a roll I just got developed to separate my entry into different parts. Mmmmm, I want to take more pictures.

Oh, and I just discovered orangefoamfinger, a blog written by an expat in Singapore. It is HILARIOUS – I chuckled out loud whilst reading some entries earlier today. That’s rare! Thanks to book junkie for recommending!

I’m on the hunt for new blogs to read, because I am thoroughly sick of blogs filled with nothing but advertorials. Leave me your link or recommendations!
Which reminds me, I ought to compile a nice list of blogs I read and link them. But in the meantime, I’ve started a blog for littlejamjar, for my random crafty/handmade/shop updates. Click click!

Alright, now that my procrastination quota for today has been met, I will continue editing my video.

imy.

I miss him so much, I don’t know how to put it into words. I hope he’s happy in doggy heaven. :’(
It’s been months, but I still instinctively look down to the floor each time I open the door to my house, expecting to see his eager face welcoming me home.

I miss having a warm furry body to hug when the world just downright sucks.

I miss having his company through the nights when I sit at the table doing my work, and he’s just lying nearby. It made 5am nights seem less lonely.

A cardboard arcade by a 9 year old boy

This is Caine’s arcade. He is a 9 year old boy from East LA who created a cardboard arcade in his dad’s auto parts shop over one summer, and it is amazing.

1 dollar gets you four turns, and 2 dollars gets you a fun pass which is 500 turns. Score!

He had no customers, until independent film-maker Nirvan chanced upon his arcade, and decided to make his day by arranging for a flash mob to surprise Caine. :’)

You can find out more at cainesarcade.com, and there’s even a donation running for Caine’s scholarship fund to help him go to college. They’ve raised about 70k so far!

This short clip totally made my night, amidst all the sad news about the earthquake in Aceh. Things like this gives me faith in people. It was so sweet seeing Caine’s day being made like that. :)

The Birth of a Book

Ever wondered about the magic that takes place in bringing you the books that you hold in your hands? I don’t know about you, but I’ve loved reading ever since I was young. I love the smell of books, the way the printed word looks and feels in my hands and the vivid pictures in my head that are far crazier than anything I have seen on-screen.

When I was younger and obsessed with Enid Blyton books, I used to be intrigued by the little booklets that make up one full book (I know now that they are called signatures), and the thread the binds them together. I think this might be why I still have a soft spot for using thread in binding, rather than purely just glue. It always just looks and feels better to me.

The video above is a short clip on how a book a printed and bound using traditional methods, created for The Daily Telegraph by Glen Milner. It’s so lovely seeing parts of it being handmade :)

Journal of Happy Thoughts

I woke up this morning afternoon itching to make a notebook, because I haven’t set time aside from them in a few weeks. School has been a little insane, and I’d gotten myself busy with some side work too. Not to say the craziness has eased up though – it’s actually going to get even worse, because it is now exactly a month before our final assessments.

ANYHOO, I needed a little break from work, so I spent some time working on a new cover. You may have noticed that I keep using the same colours for my notebooks – this is because it takes crazy long to find a tint and shade that works for the printing. Will try and work on more in the future.

In recent weeks, I’ve come to realise that I never want to become someone who is unable to be happy, no matter the circumstances, and that’s been driving me to find back that joy and happy bounce in my steps once more. Unfortunately, over time, I’ve let myself get away with being far too negative than I’d like to be, and so I set out to consciously adopt a more positive mindset.

It’s been a refreshing couple of weeks, with my trying my darnest to be positive and happy amidst the stress and mountain of work.

The strange thing is, once I decided to adopt a positive and happy mindset towards well, everything, it seemed like everything really is wonderful haha. The boyfriend’s been doing well at work, I got a freelance job that is helping to finance numerous things, I’ve been spending more time than usual with my brother, and most recently, winning tickets to Savour Singapore. I’ve had a wonderful past couple of weeks, and I’m just praying I can keep this up because I really do feel tons happier :)

I think I had forgotten what it’s like to count my blessings and be thankful. Hahaha.

(I’ll do up a proper post for Savour – it was a really lovely night out with Lee Teng and amazing food!)

I loved how this notebook turned out, and I’m going to keep this for myself, just as a reminder to keep thinking happy thoughts. I think I will actually use this one, as a Journal of Happy Thoughts, so that on Days That Suck, I will not forget how blessed I am.

Each notebook begins and ends with a sheet of dreamy tracing paper under its covers, is filled with 24 pages of a gorgeous off-white matte paper stock, and has its corners rounded for a look that I personally adore. They are, of course, hand-printed and hand-bound. (And also hand-cut, much to my despair…)

Now, who else could do with a Journal of Happy Thoughts too? ;)

Aimless cat stroll

I like meeting friendly strays. Wish I had time to take more photos of the many we met though. And damn, really can’t wait til I get my own cat. And dog. :) I want my very own Maru!